I
got word a couple days ago from a deacon friend of mine – he and his wife had
just returned from the oncologist.
Second oncologist. Second
opinion. The news is grim – worst fears
confirmed - small cell lung cancer.
Since she already has end-stage kidney disease, chemo would be very
difficult and unlikely successful. So
she’ll continue to serve in her ministry as an Episcopal deacon until she can’t,
and then palliative care, finally hospice care.
Six months or so, tops.
Who
among us, especially those of us in middle age, or late middle age, doesn’t
know someone who’s had a similar experience?
With a loved one, or friend, co-worker, or maybe we ourselves have sat
across the desk from a grim-faced physician.
I can vividly recall the doctor coming into the waiting room after my
mom’s surgery – his face said everything we needed to know.
And
it’s not just health. Face it – life is
hard. Broken relationships. Job loss.
The stress of money worries, stress that’s there when waking up, and
still there trying to fall asleep. And I
could go on.
I
was watching a clip from the musical Les Mis the other night – the beautiful
and haunting song I dreamed a dream. And
a couple of the lines really caught my attention, as a young woman named Fantine
sings:
There was a time
when love was blind
And the world
was a song
And the song was
exciting
There was a time
And it all went
wrong
Fantine goes on:
I had a dream my
life would be
So different
from this hell I’m living
So different now
from what it seemed
Now life has
killed the dream I dreamed
Now
hopefully very few of us would describe our lives as a “hell” but I’m pretty
sure some probably would. I see it in
people’s faces. In any event I’m willing
to bet very few of us can’t relate to what Fantine sings – that life doesn’t
turn out to be all we hoped and dreamed it would be. Who here would really argue with the idea
that life is hard.
It’s
certainly hard for John, the subject of this evening’s/morning’s Gospel. He’s been in prison, for quite some time –
we’re in the eleventh chapter of Matthew’s gospel here and he was locked up in
chapter 4. And this is no prison like we
think of prisons today – more likely it was a cold, dark, damp cell, little or
no light, no sanitation, and he was probably in chains.
And
John is giving up hope. Life is not
turning out to be what he dreamed, and the Lord is not turning out to be what
he expected either. Just last week we
heard him speak of the ax being at the root of the tree, and the winnowing fan
is in his hand to clear the threshing floor.
Today – doubts. Get word to Jesus
– are you the One, or is there another coming?
Against
this darkness and near despair, Holy Mother Church tells us today
“Gaudete!” “Rejoice”
John,
stuck in jail, or you or I burdened by life, might say – “Yeah right. Rejoice.
Easy for you to say. What do I
have to rejoice about?”
The
answer is a simple, single word. Hope.
Rejoice,
because we have hope. We who are blessed
with the gift of faith in Christ Jesus have hope. I often wonder just how those who have no
faith do it – how do they live day to day, where is their consolation standing
at a loved one’s grave, where do they find peace driving home from the oncologist’s
office?
But
we are blessed for we have confidence, we have His assurance, that the best is
yet to come. That into the darkness, the
pain, the burdens of our lives, Christ is already with us, and Christ is
coming. That despite our pain and
hardships, we have the hope of unending joy in union with the Trinity. That is our great hope, and the source of our
peace. The peace of God that surpasses
all understanding, St. Paul writes to the Philippians.
To
John, despairing in prison, Jesus simply responded with the words of the
prophet Isaiah – that the “blind regain their sight, the lame walk, lepers are
cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised,
and the poor have the good news proclaimed to them.” In other words, I am the fulfillment of the prophecy. I am the reason to have hope. I am the reason to be joyful. My kingdom is here with you now.
and the poor have the good news proclaimed to them.” In other words, I am the fulfillment of the prophecy. I am the reason to have hope. I am the reason to be joyful. My kingdom is here with you now.
And
that is why Holy Mother Church tells us today, “rejoice!” That because Christ is with us, and coming
soon, we can joyfully, even in the storms and difficulties of our lives. We all know people, I’m sure, who despite
very great hardships, great tragedies in their lives, exude peace, exude joy. That comes from a deep faith in Jesus Christ,
a faith that gives a deep sense of hopefulness.
Sisters
and brothers, you and I are called to be those people who, despite our own great
hardships, great tragedies, exude peace, exude joy. You and I are called to be witnesses to the
world around us of the hope we have found in relationship with Our Blessed
Lord.
I
saw a beautiful quote on facebook this
week – by the British anthropologist Jane Goodall, who spent 55 years living
among and studying the lives of chimpanzees in Kenya – and it was simply this: “the mission of my life is to give people
hope.”
That
really struck me. I thought to myself –
isn’t that my mission, too? Isn’t that
the mission of all of us who profess faith in Jesus Christ?
The mission of my life is to give people hope.
And
how? By sharing the only hope. The only reason for the advent candles and
bright lights and candy canes. The gifts
and the eating and drinking and making merry.
The only hope. Jesus Christ is
with us, and Jesus Christ is coming with salvation for His people.
Gaudete! Rejoice!
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