I
can still recall the conversation pretty clearly, happened almost thirty years
ago. I had been looking for a new
job. A first interview at one company,
then a call-back and second interview with the company owner. Seemed to go pretty well, and now I was
getting pretty cocky, thinking this is a slam dunk.
Couple
days later, waiting to hear from them, waiting for the offer I’m expecting, I’m
reading the want ads (this was long before monster.com), and I focus on this
job description. I read a couple lines –
sounds good. Read a couple more – sounds
familiar. Read the last - hey wait a
minute - this sounds exactly like the job I just interviewed for twice.
So
I call the headhunter. I say I read your
ad – is this so-and-so company?” “It
is,” she said, “how did you guess?”
“Because
it sounds exactly like the job I just interviewed for over there.” “I’m really sorry, that’s too bad.” she
says. “They called us yesterday and said
they wanted more candidates.” “Bummer,”
I said, and wrote off that opportunity.
Happy
ending, though, for eventually I did get the offer and spent a few good years
at that company.
Today’s
Gospel proclamation, from Our Lord's sermon on the mount, presents us a bit of
a job description, too, doesn’t it?
These eight beatitudes, which means blessednesses, or graces, these
eight are kind of like the Lord’s job description for anyone who would be His
disciple, His follower.
I
must confess, I’ve never been all that fond of these beatitudes, they’ve always
made me feel a little uncomfortable. I’ve always found them challenging. Certainly never wanted to preach about
them.
Why? Because unlike that job I’d interviewed for,
with its every requirement one I thought I was a perfect match for, truth be
told I’ve never necessarily thought of myself when presented with, or thinking
about, these eight beatitudes. No. I’ve always squirmed a little.
Blessed
are the poor in spirit, meaning those unattached to the things of this
world. Me?
Blessed
are the meek, meaning not weak, but controlled strength and humble. Does that describe me? Or would overbearing and obnoxious be a
better description, at least a lot of the time.
Blessed
are they who mourn, yes meaning those who have lost loved ones, but also
meaning those who decry the vast evil in the world, like those who traveled to
Washington Friday for the 44th March for Life. Am I always mournful, unsettled by the
world’s evils and injustices?
Blessed
are they who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for justice, who will not be
silent in the face of injustice. Like
Cardinal Tobin of Newark, close friend by the way of our pastor, who this week
spoke out against the new President’s immigration actions, saying that our
welcome to immigrants is one of the things that made America great in the first
place. Am I like that? Is my life about hungering and thirsting for
justice?
Blessed
are they who show mercy. What humility
it takes, doesn’t it? To put aside self
and ego to give forgiveness and mercy.
What grudges do I cling to? And do
I spend my time doing the works of mercy, corporal and spiritual?
Blessed
are the clean of heart. Is mine clean,
or is it smudged by greed, or pride, or lust?
Blessed
are the peacemakers. Do I seek to bring
about peace in the situations of my life?
I can too easily recall being an agent of conflict and divisiveness.
Blessed
are they who are persecuted for justice’s sake.
Am I OK with being persecuted, or do I dwell on what others think of me,
yearning to be accepted, fearing I won’t be liked?
If
you’re like me, going through this list, you might find it pretty uncomfortable,
too. And I’m pretty sure Jesus meant it
to be just that – dis-comforting - shaking us out of our comfort zones.
But
here’s the thing – I’m also pretty sure that the same Jesus who is telling us
today – this is what it means to be my disciple – I’m pretty sure He also will give
us the grace to live the beatitudes out.
Give us the grace to desire to live the beatitudes out.
You
see, as we grow in faith, becoming more sure of His love, He places within us
the seed of desire to more and more live this way. He places within us a desire to know Him
better, to live more like Him. And these
beatitudes are what it means to live like Him.
Imagine
the difference we would make in the world if each of us were to live the
beatitudes, if the world saw the beatitudes in each of us, in all of us. The would see Christ in each of us.
For
these are not only our job description.
They’re also a pretty darn good description of what Our Lord Jesus was
all about, too, huh? Meek, not
weak. Humble and poor in spirit. Mournful of the sin, the evil around
Him. Yearning for righteousness and
justice. Showing incredible mercy. Making peace.
Pure of heart. And willing to
suffer persecution and yes, even death, death on a cross.
That
describes Jesus to a T. And with His
grace, with the help of His sacraments, especially Eucharist - His Body, Blood,
Soul and Divinity we receive into our bodies and souls here at the altar, yes
you and I can live more and more a beatitude life.
Now
Our Lord’s job description doesn’t come with a promise of competitive pay but
it does promise great benefits. It
promises peace and joy in this life and the best retirement. Just look what you and I are promised, and
what we have to look forward to – you and I will be comforted, shown mercy, we’ll
inherit the land, we’ll be satisfied.
You and I will be called children of God, will see God and inherit His
Kingdom of Heaven, for all eternity.
Now
who could ever turn down an offer like that?
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